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the alt account in question 7/14/2023 2:50 AM
my description was very vague which was where i fucked up
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No worries. Glad we could get it cleared up. I'm excited to do more regular fronting schedules, as time goes on
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the alt account in question 7/14/2023 2:53 AM
itll certainly be nice to get there someday once i get over my fatigue
2:54 AM
oh and im hopping back off now, ping me if you need anything or i wont see it, etc, goodnight chat
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godspeed, goodnight
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KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk 7/14/2023 8:42 AM
not everyone is ready for practicing tulpamancy and sometimes that is really obvious (edited)
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Rusty
You went from “I want to commit ego death” to “I want a normal healthy fronting schedule” lmao
KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk 7/14/2023 8:43 AM
heah that’s a pattern 😅
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Blanka switched for the whole plane ride and had a very positive experience! Wrote music and learned a bunch about Euterpea! :)
5:03 AM
It's become much more intuitive how to switch now, although it takes a bit of mental effort from her to "hold on" so to speak. I end up switching back into the "front" every so often until I "oop excuse me" and hop back out
5:03 AM
My partner noticed because she types slower and she's mostly non-verbal right now
5:04 AM
Laughing because she is all confident and brash about social situations when she's in the backseat and she's all like "Do it! What's the worst that could happen?" and then she has to tell the nice flight attendant she wants some water and panics
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Deleted User 7/15/2023 5:11 AM
aww I'm so glad she had a more positive experience this time
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me too! She wrote out "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" in a tiny chunk of code and excitedly showed my partner with hand gestures
4:46 PM
yknow, gesturing at their ear so they could put an earbud in, play the song, point to the code and then to themselves
4:46 PM
cute
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Deleted User 7/15/2023 4:46 PM
that's amazing
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https://youtu.be/6MjoD6D5wMc When she gets excited about stuff she starts using this kind of voice
8:08 PM
"woaaah! Twinkle! So cool"
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I LOVE THAT VIDOE FJEBJ
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imagine that voice being piped directly into your subconscious about every little thing your tulpa gets excited about
8:10 PM
this is what it is like to live with my cat 👁👁
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Almost as bad as when Kitt was Scottish for one night
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When my partner heard Blanka's name for the first time they couldn't stop imagining her with an ushanka and a deep russian accent
8:18 PM
literally cat in a hat
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blanka
https://youtu.be/6MjoD6D5wMc When she gets excited about stuff she starts using this kind of voice
Deleted User 7/15/2023 9:12 PM
cuute
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blanka
imagine that voice being piped directly into your subconscious about every little thing your tulpa gets excited about
KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk 7/15/2023 9:21 PM
pls stay away from memehazards
9:22 PM
😳
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Milk
Almost as bad as when Kitt was Scottish for one night
KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk 7/15/2023 9:22 PM
i never was scottish
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KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk
i never was scottish
the tulpa i imposed of you is!
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Why do people have tulpas of specifically kit
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They do?
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Apparently because I heard of it a bunch of times.
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who's kit?
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I think Milk’s tulpa is completely separate from KitKat
4:40 AM
Actually, I know so.
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Lol
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KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk 7/16/2023 4:00 PM
Im glad you are so sure because i’m not anymore
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ASillyPurpleBird 7/17/2023 1:47 AM
Ray is a few weeks old, and I already can't imagine how it feels to be alone
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Ari feels that sadly.
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blanka
When my partner heard Blanka's name for the first time they couldn't stop imagining her with an ushanka and a deep russian accent
aapeli 🟣🥫🥔 ae 7/17/2023 7:18 PM
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aapeli 🟣🥫🥔 ae
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exactly like that
7:19 PM
blanka even got an accent for a few hours because of it
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Aren’t most snow leopards found in like Siberia these days anyways?
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It inhabits alpine and subalpine zones at elevations of 3,000–4,500 m (9,800–14,800 ft), ranging from eastern Afghanistan, the Himalayas and the Tibetan Plateau to southern Siberia, Mongolia and western China. In the northern part of its range, it also lives at lower elevations.
7:32 PM
So, Afghanistan, Tibet, Siberia, Mongolia, and China (edited)
7:33 PM
China has the biggest population these days
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Okay I wasn’t totally wrong that’s cool
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 1:30 AM
I think we're going to work on switching again
1:30 AM
We want to be able to get our original completely out of front
1:30 AM
Because sometimes some of us want to spend time with each other without her there.
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May 🌹Rose Group🌹 3(🏝)0 BOT 7/18/2023 1:32 AM
Best of luck, how we get our original out completely is just by ignoring them, doing things without them in the picture
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 1:34 AM
That might work, but she's always kind of present.
1:34 AM
Ideally, we want her to not be present at all
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May 🌹Rose Group🌹 3(🏝)0 BOT 7/18/2023 1:35 AM
Oh, I see
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 1:37 AM
Maybe embarassing, but those of us in relationships in the system want to be able to be alone with one another without her constantly around is all
1:37 AM
And just in general, we kind of want to interact with each other in general without her constant presence
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May 🌹Rose Group🌹 3(🏝)0 BOT 7/18/2023 1:38 AM
Nah that’s completely understandable, that’s what our system has been working on for a while as well
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ ↩️
Reply to: Maybe embarassing, but those of us in relationships in the system want to be able to be alone with o…
1:39 AM
It took a while for us to really get them to become inactive, helps that they wanted to become inactive whenever they weren’t fronting as well
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 1:42 AM
We know switching is really easy once you get it, but getting someone fully out of front is another thing.
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when we switch, blank is still pretty aware. No memory loss, even, or even fuzziness
1:45 AM
not sure how that's changed but probably not a goal for us--understandable reasons why for you guys, though
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 1:47 AM
mhm
1:47 AM
If anyone knows how to fully shut their host out of front, I'd be happy to learn
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Luminesce: Switching for us is just the tulpa taking my place (so, being the human that is normally me/the host), and me essentially becoming a tulpa for the duration - and I can go inactive just as my tulpas can (default state when not paid attention to, really) (edited)
1:56 AM
Not that we'd ever want to "shut me out" (edited)
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 1:59 AM
Huh. We can do the switching part, but not the "going inactive" part
1:59 AM
at least, our host can't. That's what we want to try out
2:11 AM
For people who have a hard time accepting their host being absent, I guess
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 2:25 AM
I skimmed it, and it just seems like a pretty normal switching guide.
2:25 AM
As stated, we can already switch, typically
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What do you mean by the host going inactive because if you’ve switched then the host could easily go inactive during that
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 2:39 AM
Not being aware of anything in the front? I don't know, it's never happened to us.
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do you mean memory loss? like, thats the only other form of inactive
2:55 AM
when someone is inactive, including the host, they just arent reacting to things at that time, they will still be aware of everything that happened once they are active again
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 3:28 AM
That's interesting.
3:29 AM
When some of the non-host headmates aren't fronting, they aren't aware of anything in our experience
3:29 AM
the only one exempt from this is our original.
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Fhern | Shadow System BOT 7/18/2023 4:26 AM
As a switched-out tulpa most of the time, I and the others are not usually aware of what's going on because we're not thinking about it, not because we're incapable of knowing in the first place. Just now I had to take the time to think about what Gray and Ranger are doing. However, if I spent more time being active, I wouldn't need to invest much if any effort to be up-to-date in the moment.
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Ian | Shadow System BOT 7/18/2023 4:32 AM
When some of the non-host headmates aren't fronting, they aren't aware of anything in our experience
@Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ - jump I would like clarification on this. There's a difference between a headmate having no access to memories whatsoever or being slow to catch up. When I switched in recently, Ranger and Gray were definitely in the back. I felt really awkward mostly talking about stuff they have done, but I didn't lose the front. I would talk to Ranger or Gray sometimes, but in general I didn't keep them around for long. Their "ghosts", unconscious thoughts, did annoy me and it sometimes woke them up, but I got used to it. The way we switch with the whole it must be headmate X until the next ritual makes stray thoughts not a concern. That being said, Ranger learned how to switch like this. But you guys have sensory switching, right?
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 5:11 AM
I don't really know what you mean
5:11 AM
We don't lose our memory when we're inactive. We're just not there to begin with.
5:11 AM
Once we front again, it comes back to us almost instantaneously
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Ian | Shadow System BOT 7/18/2023 5:13 AM
Okay, I see
5:14 AM
And your host, she's always there right?
5:15 AM
I'm sorry, tired
5:17 AM
What counts as a switch for you again? What does a headmate experience when switched-in? I'm sorry if these are repeat questions, sometimes talking about switching can be confusing and half remembering someone else's experiences is not helpful
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 5:19 AM
Yeah, she's always there, even when some of us aren't. The main reason we want her out stems from us feeling inherently uncomfortable having her be able to see when two people in the system who are dating want to have alone time with each other. (trying to be vague on purpose because it makes me uncomfortable) I get that it might be a strange thing in specific to have a boundary with, but we'd just prefer to separate our relationships more, including her involvement at any given time.
5:20 AM
We consider someone to have "switched" in when they're the one primarily thinking and acting for the body. When switched in, a headmate can speak, move the body, and be influenced by external stimuli (feel the enviroment, be emotionally/physically/mentally engaged in the enviroment), etc.
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Ian | Shadow System ↩️
Reply to: What counts as a switch for you again? What does a headmate experience when switched-in? I'm sorry i…
5:20 AM
Sorry if this makes no sense, I think I'm rambling.
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Ian | Shadow System BOT 7/18/2023 5:27 AM
Interesting. It seems to make sense to me. How does Mason manifest?
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 5:32 AM
What does that mean?
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Ian | Shadow System BOT 7/18/2023 5:35 AM
How are you experiencing Mason being around?
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 5:39 AM
She sees through our eyes, feels everything around us in much the same way we do, and can return to front in a second's notice for any reason whatsoever.
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Ian | Shadow System BOT 7/18/2023 5:40 AM
Is there a time Mason isn't looking through the body's eyes?
5:41 AM
Actually that's a confusing question
5:41 AM
Sorry
5:42 AM
Have you heard of the concept of a point of view (POV) or stream of consciousness (SOC)? If you have, how does that experience compare with your experience with Mason being around?
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Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ BOT 7/18/2023 5:44 AM
I have not heard of either concept.
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